I am suddenly thrust back into the world I lived in as a teenager. I'm surrounded by zines and queers and I feel most at home on empty streets late at night. Poly's not quite a default, but not an unsafe assumption if you're willing to confirm with a conversation. It's strange and wonderful to be re-immersed in my twilight teen world, ready to stay up late and possibly make silly decisions in the heat of the night. Toni makes the world seem right. Long-term thinking and not getting upset about the few things worth being urgent for make things seem so clear and simple. There is just no crisis where he is.